Sunday, March 28, 2010


Why does something that is supposed to make life easier, make things harder? We're supposed to keep everyone happy that we have ever met... whether it be coworkers, family, friends, whatever. Yeah right. Seriously.

So, I'm changing my Facebook account and I know this is going to deeply weed out my friends list, alhamdulilah. I can't keep everyone happy, and those that aren't happy need to either suck it up, or talk to me about it FACE TO FACE (no wai! oh my gosh! face to face?! who does that anymore!) *sigh*

In all fairness, it is my fault also for not taking the first step, but here's my thinking... I wasn't offended in the first place. So, when I know you're talking ABOUT me, should I step in and say "Hey, let's talk this over?" Yeah, sure, I should... but it is jacked and I'm not thrilled about being in this position, so let's just say I might not be in the best of moods to make it a valuable conversation.

Anyway, alhamdulilah for my friends who really are my friends! I love you guys, and you're quickly feeling like family! <3

Sunday, March 7, 2010


I'm so lazy lately, ugh! I hate that my motivation is totally gone and I'm always tired. Plus, nothing sounds or tastes good, other than girl scout cookies and saltine crackers. I'm not getting sick, it is just that I don't like the taste of anything and the smells bother me. Dang, I was hoping to not be such a wimp this time, but the hormones are winning!

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

Missing sisters and being lazy

There are so many things I want to share with my sisters on Facebook, like videos and articles and so many things! But, I'm not ready to go back... I'm still a bit angry about the actions that caused me to leave and so it still would not be healthy for me to go back. I miss my sisters though! So many around the world, and now it is scattered on how to keep in touch with them! Oh well, alhamdulilah for everything.   :)

I've decided to take on another direct sales business, Shaklee. I figure, what the heck, I really like what the company stands for and I'll get a discount on the products and if I make some extra money, mashaAllah. I'm falling behind in the calls I need to do for my other direct sales business, which can not be named on the Internet, hehehe. I've been really tired the last couple days and sometimes quite crabby. I still don't really feel preggo (other than a way sore chest, which keeps me from jogging), but maybe this is it catching up with me.

And then of course, there's keeping up with articles I want to write for my blog and friend's website... but the motivation escapes me to look up all the scripture and everything to write it with as much proof and thought as possible. Oh, and my SunniPath class that I'm not behind on. Did I take on too much, again? I don't think so... I enjoy having stuff to do. I'm just being lazy this last week.